Atma-Sphere: Frequency of Innocence
"He who speaks does not know, He who knows does not speak" a wise sage once said. But what can be said about the secret marriage of the Heart (that Sting once sang about)? What is Frequency anyway? Well, the hippies called it the Vibe. What is the Vibration of a Child? It has been referred to as Innocence. But are there any sweet little children on this Planet, of are there just ancient Souls travelling through Time?
My children were all born at home. There was a tangible feeling of new Presence at their birth; an unfathomable Mystery. All I could look froward to then was to slowly guide them to accept the limitations of this world, so that they could integrate with the family and culture that they had chosen to be born into. Each one of my children fascinated me with its vibrant unselfconscious Innocence, and teaching each one of them to relate to our manufactured world always left me in a subtle nuance of Sadness. What right did I have to impose anything on them?
I have seen that all of human relationships are continually affected by our inability to separate our emotional reactions from our real feelings, and by our tendency to project our self-judgement onto others, especially our children. We simply cannot really live freely with a limited view of ourselves, based on our ego's need to attack or defend to maintain and protect our identity. It begins in childhood, as a Being begins to become aware of its separate identity. We have been asked to take a leap into the Mystery of Life without having any idea of the outcome, and our parents and later our parent Self are always trying to guide us. The relationships of childhood are already beginning to devolve from Innocence towards conditioned Love. And the Child is forced to retreat deep inside.
The central core of a new awareness that evolves as we mature is an experience of Innocence that employs all of our inner senses. We need to rediscover our ability to project our consciousness into our innermost energies in an attitude of detached fascination, similar to the gay abandon of childhood but now honed by insightful awareness. A space is appearing where we can remain true to an innermost place of Stillness and Presence, while we entertain our thoughts and feelings about each other and ourselves. We can honour the child within without being attached to outcomes. We enter this profound joining of our conscious and unconscious selves. We awaken to recognition that it is our very judgement of our thoughts and feelings that robs us of a deepening Intuition.
As we dwell more in our liminal, the threshold between our thinking and feeling hemispheres of conscious awareness our inner Father and Mother are meeting in Freedom and Love with our inner Son and Daughter. (See the 12 Essences Appendix to (En)Gender(ing) Energy and A Metaphysical Description of the Frequency of Atma-Sphere) By embracing our inherent wholeness we are learning to harmonise, speak, and act from a potent integration that embraces unity with others while still acknowledging our individuality as well as our diversity. This is the inner seed of Soul family relationships. By holding a space for ourselves in the liminal we are beginning to embody Strength and Compassion, attributes of Innocent Awareness. As we begin to remember that we are the Source watching our Story unfold the door to Innocent Awareness opens ever wider. We have a new presence, embodying an acceptance of all feeling states. This is not the naive innocence of small children, as beautiful as that may be. It is the Innocent Awareness of an Elder's consciousness, full of the compassion of life experience, and its attendant humility in accepting others chosen path. We are standing at the threshold, the door is open, and we step into a new Sphere of ever-potent Mystery, the Frequency of Atma-Sphere!
